With Alittle Bit of Courage

It's the last month of 2019, some say time will fly after you've reached a certain age. I totally agree with it. I was looking at my previous post about Hokkaido, there should be like at least 3-5 days worth of material but I was lazy haha. Still, I will try to complete it even if it takes 3-5 years! I am determined. Right, what's going on here. I have got to know a guy since late 2016, our relationship has always been very ambiguous. You know the kind that hasn't officially dated, but you're dating kind. We are not that kind that sticks to each other every day and we both have a career to pursue. He's weird like me, he is rather nice to me and most importantly we have the same frequency. We officially started our journey together in April 2018. Till now it has been 1-year ++ he still dotes on me here and there, bicker with me a lot and I really like it. Through the 1 year plus together we never really had crazy fights it is most of the time loving. F

Ahh~ I missed the weather there really. It's a month and a week since my trip to the beautiful Hokkaido.  Let's talk about it (: So, we booked our air ticket with Thai Airways to Chitose for about SGD $406. Can you believe it? They are having a promotion at that time, I mean why wait right? It's half the price! The con is probably that 1 stop over at Bangkok but the stop over timing is just 1.5 hours. We've booked the flight around December, so shortly after booking, we started to research which route we are going to take. There are too many places of interest to visit and we are driving. So it was decided that we head south and drive one round back to Chitose. For our transport, we made the booking through www2.tocoo.jp. Toyota wish was our initial choice, but because there are 5 person luggage space in the car is my main concern. For 6 days the rental fees were about 40000 Yen (With Bilingual GPS and HEP ). YAY~ Let's go~ Day 1 So when we arrived

It's only March, it is still not too late to say Happy New Year. I am turning 27 this coming April. I have read my ancient post, crazy.. It's ten years ago. If i remember correctly, I started the blog because it was a trend for youngsters to have a blog. It feels like i am seeing myself grow up throughout the years. Friends come and go, its sad to see people once you're so close with once. Drifted I once read an article, friends that are more than 7 years will probably be friends for life. I wondered how many that kind of friends have i left? 6 years, i am with my current company going 7 years to be accurate. Didn't think that i could stick to one job for so long. My relatives has been asking me to continue my studies since company wanted to sponsor it. Will not be easy though, i will have to sign a bond. It was rather stressful because they are giving alot of pressure as they have high expectations for my generation. Hopefully all will go well. Places

Did i mention? Ive managed to contact a long lost friend? Jeremy used to be our neighbour when we were still staying at the old place. when i was about 7 or 8? He moved out. For all i can remember, we were very close. This includes my siblings and my older/younger neighbour. Still remember we visited him once after he moved in to his new flat. That was... when i was 9 i think? We were busy growing up and lost contact. 12, i wondered how we managed to find each other but we did and texted for abit. Then we lost contact again... All these years, i have been wanting to look for him. Without contact number, address. We can only try our luck through social media. Friendster was the in thing during secondary school, wasn't able find anything. Then Facebook came, but still no catch. It was not till 2016 March, i managed to come across someone by the same name and studied in same school. He looked a lot like he was young. Tried leaving a message

Not right, i don't feel right. Selfish, why so selfish? Lies, what to prove? Honesty, how much does it worth? Words, light as feathers. Harm, damages that are done. They have left. Gone, with the wind. What is left? You and your ego. How much does it worth? *h     e     a    l

I know you are lying I choose to be silent.   Doesn't that make us both liars?       Honesty