With Alittle Bit of Courage

- greetings ;) . i die die want to post today. in a few more hours its going to be 2009. im just use to telling people that im 18 yrs old but soon im going to be 19. its real fast. Abit 感伤 :( im old! hahas look back 08. January: * went to a yacht club at tuas for food (010108) after praying for gonggong , stupid enough to jump on a trampoline. injury my leg AGAIN~ * the injury was serious enough for me to go for physio therap & i hate it -.-lll. * i forgot whether we took Os results jan or feb. February: * chinese new year * troubling on where to go with my sucky results * bought my psp *uncle, jacob's birthday march: * i forgot to register online for my ITE course & went to dover there to choose my course. ( i wanted ECH) *end up getting a hospitality course, i rejected the offer. * popo birthday april: * decided to go for MD

HELLO~ today went to chinatown dont know do what, then after come back still need bath then go jap class. in the morning i start to pack my room then found alot of bring back memory stuffs all those secondary school things. i found those 'love' letter written by my section leader(jaslyn) in yr 04 SYF, also tracie ( mostly write stupid things) and lots of others. seriously I MISS SECONDARY LIFE. the good/bad things. -.-lll there was this 2 chinese story book written my chinese teacher it was given to me cause i score well in his subject~ SUN LAO SHI~ then i suddenly remember today is PECKY'S birthday! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ~! (althought he wont see this but still =)) photos: *cute piggy, its even better if it is a rabbit~!(291208) *ueda~! found this somewhere ( pic taken at this year concert) *MFM fish and chip (291208) *all my mushy letters (301208) *gifts from sun lao shi (301208) countdown : 1 more day to 2009 ps: faster 010109 cause we can collect kat-tun new concert!

this is how i feel during exam today -.- abit sot sot =) hahas today is econ paper & seriously i think that econ has greater possibility of passing. but there is still exam on 1/3. PBM today new sofa arrive~! yeahs! & finally count down : 2 more days to 2009 *I'LL TRY ;)

* edit request by daniel ng wei lun.~ that is his hand on a 'T' and there is a 'L' on it! (understand.?) 感じ悪い!!! photos & enjoy =)

MERRY X'MAS ~! WITH LOVES XUELE !!!!!

its the 2nd day of A-2 jap class, you know what.? we didnt attend-.-, im working jtang is studying ITT after work went touring with xiiu =) hoping to spend some money on some stupid stuff but i cant seems to find any =) tommorrow still need to work~! last day of the atrium lo :D but they say 1030pm then can dismental -.- so we are counting down at ISETAN la.?~ oh man! sian go home dont know what time cannot celebrate still must work... yesterday's marketing exam. prepare to fail :( but i seriously hope i could at least pass. Saturday ITT, and yet i haven study *buck up~ buck up!

it's saturday~ yesterday's sales very good =) 1040 still people buying. reach home around 12 plus. just now went to rosyth( sorry if i get it wrong). to see my sister collect prize. she got 3 points for 3 subjects and 8 points for 5 subjects. *twilight~ anyone.? finally meet up with nicholas yesterday. we went dinner together. my guess is right, this xiao didi keep saying i fat~ hahas okay i admit -.-. next wednesday working again. i think will end quite late cause dismental. STUDY STUDY STUDY~

white x'mas (kat-tun) 銀色きらめく街　雨が雪に変わった 夢色眩しい未来見てた　あの日のクリスマス あなたを見て笑った　聖なる夜に 涙が溢れたね　永遠に好きなのに　何故 今雪が舞い散る　この空の遠い向こうには 新しい誰かが待つ　消せぬ想い抱きながら あの頃笑い合った　何も怖くなかった あなたの優しさを傷つけた　あの日のクリスマス 夢とか希望探して　彷徨うだけ 見上げた空高すぎて　掴めないよ　届くのに　何故 今雪が舞い散る あの頃の迷わぬ気持ちは 新しい明日へ続く　二度と戻らないストーリ 歩き出せば戸惑うけど　手で融けた雪の花びらは またいつか巡り合って　心確かめるだろう

tomorrow working morning -.-, i still haven study for monday's exam. yesterday finally start A-2 jap class. then they change the class to one day a week. poor jatng and i doesnt know. hahas the reaction of the class is damn funny. i still cant get use to once a week... then friday what should i do.? then yesterday after class i help my sis & bro to bubble tea. when walking/talking home, i suddenly felt emptiness on my hand. right after that wet & sticky on my foot-.- both bbt's cup crack. so sad, cause i cant claim my money. but thanks to JTANG i manage to save one cup hahas~! * thanks people!, ahgirl is fine now the lump is gone but i still dont know what happen the vet didnt say clearly & im crying maybe i didnt hear =) hahas photos: *oh man i miss this~ *HEARTS to jtang & me by KIM *steamboat *jacks place * pain~ -.- *money gone, cannot claim -.- * twilight,FTB,the day the earth stood still =)

today not working, so went to SIMLIM. with my family, went to sam's shop. anyway i still haven buy a notebook yet. cause my uncle says its better not to buy one with external memory drive -.- so he intro me a brand "koji" something jap brand and touch screen. its okay not to buy now cause new year coming hahas =) friday when i came home from school my mom tell me that my dog ( ah girl) throat there dont know why grow one lump, so i go check i think it hurts so she bite me im really afraid that she got cancer or what cause she is already 11 yrs old. so from 2pm i started to cry then bring her to the vet ( still crying) reach home see her face , cry again. until 4 tired le so i fell a sleep. i was biten again in the morning while trying to feed her medicine. first time she bite me will bleed-.- so now my hand alot of holes hahas! * dont ask stupid question like is ah girl dying or not, dont make me throw dettol on your face!& im serious.

hello,-.- woke up around 730 then go for breakfast with jtang and xiuxiu. after when to work at about em 10. intented to go to class after that but seriously if we really go the class only left 1/2 an hour. so end up we went to study at amk library. its like finally i touch something for econs =)) xiu was reading EAZY and there is alot of KAT-TUN inside hahas.OMG but i didnt see this magazine around selling. MONDAY went to shop around at funan it mall, then i saw this then i was fooling around i mean playing with it then my dad say he'll fork out 500 for me. i was like :OK!!! then i told my mom that ah-pa is forking out 500 she said she'll sponsor 200. i was like :REALLY?!! im so happy maybe they didnt really mean their words but i dont know why im happy=). but i really want it, so if sat im not working i'll bring my dad down get get it ! hahas need to: STUDY STUDY STUDY END~! xuele love mori

yes! these are MY GIRLS! Greetings to December! 021208 buns went outting, its fun but it rain. ( please check out other buns for more photos im sure they'll post it) summary for this month: BUSY! AND MORE BUSY! -.- today went for interview for precious thots its the same job last year we work for x'mas. na-zu-ka-shi no kanji! but exam coming at the same time. seriously very stress especially for economics (sure die~) its okay! ganbarimasu.=) yesterday, a CROW attacked me -.- i really dont know why recently i keep encounter those weird stuffs 1) a weird skinny man threw water bag from 5th floor 2) uncle-lish guy doing his thing in bus 3) a bird attack me. i really thought that i accidentally scare the crow so it attack but no! today its target was a maid. the maid also 'sway' 3 attacked her photos: post it when free end here~ BYE:) jinjin/aiai