With Alittle Bit of Courage

Bad bad face condition :(

I'm so unhappy. So unhappy with work. Feeling so stressful Stupid politics, it didn't happen until you came. It's like to the extend that I feel like quitting. Pay raise?, no that doesn't motivate me at all. I get to know that a lot of my colleagues were having same feeling as I do. Some are like older than me in the com. To say the truth, I'm seriously unhappy with my manager as well. Laughs, hopes she don't see this :/ Maybe Im still young, this kind of things doesn't look attractive Trying to get people side you and pulling others down Or making them look bad isn't a good thing to do. Although you're not directly affecting me I still feel s t r e s s . No one wants to fight with you over a tittle. You can go ahead to get it. My poor colleague.. If anyone is to fight over the tittle with you I don't think I will lose. We are just a small company, I hope the happiness continues Xuele is still xuele, unable to change even I tried so hard. 。・゜・(ノД...

March 2012 Time is really scary, without noticing much im gonna reach 22 soon. Not long ago, im still laughing at XiaoQing becoming old. Its gonna be my turn in a month's time. D: Suddenly have the urge to update something. Haven been happy at work lately. Things kind of change lately, people changes too -__- Cause of something is you, one pointing finger is you as well. S T R E S S . . . Korea Trip~! I fulfilled one of my dream :) To go to a winter country to see snow. hohoho But my ultimate dream is still to visit J AP AN (My ueda T.T) It was very very.. very cold, just before boarding seoul is snowing. After ard 5 1/2hr the snowing stopped, it was -4 degree. But we are still able to see thick accumulated s now along the roads and on gentle hills. First day we went to DongDaeMun for shoppinggg :D and Lotte World. Its tiring cause i didnt sleep on plane. We are staying at a 5* hotel in Kang Nam area . Second day, we went to Ice Gallery, SINCHEON and Everland SINCHEON----...

It started with a child and ended with a broken marriage. Husband got girlfriend outside, threaten to take away children. That's just so childish thing to do. What goes around comes around. She's just my age and she need to go through all these :( I don't know how to use nice words to comfort her, I'm bad at it. I just advice her to leave. For people using child to threaten, their mind will never function well. So just leave. I'm not sure if I advice the right thing. But as an outsider I thought this would be the best for her and her children 180 degree turn over. Never judge a book by its cover.

Actually, I'm quite afriad of my second ops. ESP the GA, the process that I'm going into deep sleep and waking up suddenly :/ that's quite scary... The first ops after I'm awake, I cry like stupid and I don't know why. They are going to put this tube in my throat, after taking it out it's a sore throat feeling.. Eeks :( emm if I can don't go I don't wanna go.

It's UEDA birthday today!!! I can't really find a clear picture of him being a bouzu :( I find one and post it!! I think the hair suits him well amazingly:) -written on 04/10 I love you, I love kattun! Fight-ou!

HI! ITS ME.. Its boring at night~ so i've decide to hang around. I've came to realise that my last post was on 24/04 :o OKAY~ im done -____- *Im Excited