With Alittle Bit of Courage

I know you are lying I choose to be silent.   Doesn't that make us both liars?       Honesty  

Woah, in a blink of eye we've reach 2016. It has been 1 and a half year since my last post haha! i totally left 2015 out. Why am i suddenly here, you know... sometimes i'll just have this sudden urge to write alot of things. So now is the time. So lets recap on what happened for the past 1 and a half year 1) Soon after my last post in 2014, IVE GOT MY FREAKING DRIVING LICENSE! after dragging for so many years, like seriously... from 18 till im 24 haha. After spending 3k or more i have finally got it. I was like tearing when i walked up to the TP side to apply for my hard copy of license. That joy was so indescribable. Just so joyful :) 2) I have finally finally finally travelled to JAPAN! Japan has been a dream come true for me. Some where ive wanted to go so bad since 16 years old. It's like a very distant dream too, for a teenager i do not so much money to travel so far and especially to a place where the standard of living is so high. Now i'm earning enough to...

I have a dog, she's a Chihuahua and her name is 'Ah girl'. I got her when I was 9 years old, she was actually my aunt's close friend's dog. They had to give her away because they were having some family issue. She was 3 when she came, I was really happy because as a kid I've always wanted a dog. We didn't change her name because we thought that she will not get use to it so her name remained as 'Ah girl' Her character: Being shy, she doesn't like to play around with other dogs and even with human being she needs to know them well enough before she could get comfortable around them. She is not a quiet dog but very protective towards her family members. Ah girl likes to catch insects or bugs that flew into our house, if there happen to be a cockroach in the room I'll just need to carry her in and she will do a wonderful job as a 'pest exterminator'.  Like all other dogs she likes FOOD, she don't just eat dog food, my mom...

Miss the old times. And happen to see video and have decided to upload it :D

Im scare, scare im dissapointed with SJ's Comeback. I saw other groups in SM. Their MVs was good. Song was good. I dont know, i think SM really doesnt focus on SJ even they are very popular and is making alot of money. PLEASE SM! No dancing in a box. No SJ Funky. Better clothes Better budget for MVs. SERIOUSLY! :(  I really like SJ Funky Genres alot. Sorry Sorry pull me into this Pearl Sappire Blue world. Even it's disppointment I will still be there. *Ever Lasting Friends

Bad bad face condition :(

I'm so unhappy. So unhappy with work. Feeling so stressful Stupid politics, it didn't happen until you came. It's like to the extend that I feel like quitting. Pay raise?, no that doesn't motivate me at all. I get to know that a lot of my colleagues were having same feeling as I do. Some are like older than me in the com. To say the truth, I'm seriously unhappy with my manager as well. Laughs, hopes she don't see this :/ Maybe Im still young, this kind of things doesn't look attractive Trying to get people side you and pulling others down Or making them look bad isn't a good thing to do. Although you're not directly affecting me I still feel s t r e s s . No one wants to fight with you over a tittle. You can go ahead to get it. My poor colleague.. If anyone is to fight over the tittle with you I don't think I will lose. We are just a small company, I hope the happiness continues Xuele is still xuele, unable to change even I tried so hard. 。・゜・(ノД...