With Alittle Bit of Courage

It's only March, it is still not too late to say Happy New Year. I am turning 27 this coming April. I have read my ancient post, crazy.. It's ten years ago. If i remember correctly, I started the blog because it was a trend for youngsters to have a blog. It feels like i am seeing myself grow up throughout the years. Friends come and go, its sad to see people once you're so close with once. Drifted I once read an article, friends that are more than 7 years will probably be friends for life. I wondered how many that kind of friends have i left? 6 years, i am with my current company going 7 years to be accurate. Didn't think that i could stick to one job for so long. My relatives has been asking me to continue my studies since company wanted to sponsor it. Will not be easy though, i will have to sign a bond. It was rather stressful because they are giving alot of pressure as they have high expectations for my generation. Hopefully all will go well. Places ...

Did i mention? Ive managed to contact a long lost friend? Jeremy used to be our neighbour when we were still staying at the old place. when i was about 7 or 8? He moved out. For all i can remember, we were very close. This includes my siblings and my older/younger neighbour. Still remember we visited him once after he moved in to his new flat. That was... when i was 9 i think? We were busy growing up and lost contact. 12, i wondered how we managed to find each other but we did and texted for abit. Then we lost contact again... All these years, i have been wanting to look for him. Without contact number, address. We can only try our luck through social media. Friendster was the in thing during secondary school, wasn't able find anything. Then Facebook came, but still no catch. It was not till 2016 March, i managed to come across someone by the same name and studied in same school. He looked a lot like he was young. Tried leaving a message...

Not right, i don't feel right. Selfish, why so selfish? Lies, what to prove? Honesty, how much does it worth? Words, light as feathers. Harm, damages that are done. They have left. Gone, with the wind. What is left? You and your ego. How much does it worth? *h     e     a    l

I know you are lying I choose to be silent.   Doesn't that make us both liars?       Honesty  

Woah, in a blink of eye we've reach 2016. It has been 1 and a half year since my last post haha! i totally left 2015 out. Why am i suddenly here, you know... sometimes i'll just have this sudden urge to write alot of things. So now is the time. So lets recap on what happened for the past 1 and a half year 1) Soon after my last post in 2014, IVE GOT MY FREAKING DRIVING LICENSE! after dragging for so many years, like seriously... from 18 till im 24 haha. After spending 3k or more i have finally got it. I was like tearing when i walked up to the TP side to apply for my hard copy of license. That joy was so indescribable. Just so joyful :) 2) I have finally finally finally travelled to JAPAN! Japan has been a dream come true for me. Some where ive wanted to go so bad since 16 years old. It's like a very distant dream too, for a teenager i do not so much money to travel so far and especially to a place where the standard of living is so high. Now i'm earning enough to...

I have a dog, she's a Chihuahua and her name is 'Ah girl'. I got her when I was 9 years old, she was actually my aunt's close friend's dog. They had to give her away because they were having some family issue. She was 3 when she came, I was really happy because as a kid I've always wanted a dog. We didn't change her name because we thought that she will not get use to it so her name remained as 'Ah girl' Her character: Being shy, she doesn't like to play around with other dogs and even with human being she needs to know them well enough before she could get comfortable around them. She is not a quiet dog but very protective towards her family members. Ah girl likes to catch insects or bugs that flew into our house, if there happen to be a cockroach in the room I'll just need to carry her in and she will do a wonderful job as a 'pest exterminator'.  Like all other dogs she likes FOOD, she don't just eat dog food, my mom...

Miss the old times. And happen to see video and have decided to upload it :D